| It seems like everything I have done lately has been a mistake. I'm either offending someone, embarassing myself, or just getting someone REALLY mad at me. This is so frustrating! I can't seem to do anythng right! I wish I could just runaway to a place where only those who love me and understand that I'm an idiot and love me anyway are there.
Which brings me to a question that's been rolling around in my head.
"What makes people love (platonically) other people?"
Is it the fact they they have grown up together?
Is it because they can always make them laugh?
Is it because they're loyal?
Why? |
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| This past year was far different than I ever anticipated. After growing up with a small group of people I was a little overwhelmed to think that my last year in high school would be spent building new relationships and having an almost brand new life. In the beginning I was very uncertain about what God's plan was for me this past year, but as the verse goes, "all things work together for good". God truly blessed me by surrounding me with good people this year. Some are new. Some I've known since elementary. Some older. Some younger. All are blessings.
So I'm going to do something that may seem cliche' or overdone but I don't care.
Shout outs! :)
Michelle-as my phone says, you really are the Coolest Sis Ever. I know you love me because you have to ;) but I'm glad to see you like me too. You have become one of my best friends. You've been there for me when I needed to talk and sometimes been the only one who would ever understand. You're awesome and I love you!
Daniel-You're the best big brother a girl could ask for and I love you so much! You've been there to make me laugh and to hug me when I cry and I can't imagine a better guy to be related to. :)
Rheeny-WOW, we've been through so much together but never as much as this past year. Our AIM convo's and our late night talks have meant the world to me! I'm going to miss you tons this summer, but you're not TOO far away, so expect visits. :P
Bianca-hahaha I remember when I thought you were quiet! Hangin' out with you is always a blast and I've loved our "almost all-nighters". Same with you, I'll miss you like crazy, but we WILL hang out this summer. P.S. Boo!
Andrew-"You ain't no better than me!" haha, hanging out with you is always a blast! You made HCC barable for me and it's gonna suck, uh, I mean stink this summer at HCC without you. I always looked forward to Mondays and hope we can do it again sometime! You cheered me up when I was down a lot of times without even knowing it. You're awesome, friend!
Liz-I do have to say that our relationship was not what I was expecting. After meeting you for the first time I would have never imagined we'd be so good of friends. :) You are so much fun to be around and I really admire your strength and courage. God's blessed and encouraged me a lot through you. I love you, girl!
And don't forget to
"taste the rainbow" :P
And to all my old and new friends I am too tired to finish writing to-Thanks. Thanks for saying hi, thanks for making me laugh, and thanks for the memories. :) |
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| Days at the park make any bad weekend seem far away. |
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| Don't you hate when immediately after you do something you regret doing it? I have good reasons for doing it, but I still wish I never did it. Oh well, I'm an idiot, whatcha gonna do.... |
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| God is good. All the time. |
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